Keeping you alive..

With you gone,
I thought I won't last,
In these high tides
of this ocean vast.

I had dropped my pen,
Thought, no more my cup of tea,
Without you, my inspiration,
I believed, I won't break free.

I feel so tied up,
In chains of memories with you,
We weren't going to work any ways,
We were too good to be true.

I could smell the fragrance of leisure
with you around me,
I could taste the sweetness of nature
and grew fond of all that I could see.

I am desperate, I need you,
You always complemented me,
Like the dew on the leaves
in the dawn of a flowering tree.

I fear from making moments now,
They are misleading, they hold me,
Instead I would prefer the monotony,
like the shadows of the tree.

Now, when I look at what I dropped,
I think, I better sit in my hive,
Using my words, my empathy,
Trying to keep you alive.