Silence Asks...

The silence asks me,
There are two options,
Would you wait for redemption?
Or ruin with all the fallibility.

With fallibility, I will stay beside you,
Walk you through all possible imperfections,
Till I disgust you in your mind,
And you hate all our interactions.
That might satisfy me,
Cause I would know,
That there is not an iota of love,
For me you would show.
I will stop trying for us then,
I will stop trying for anyone,
I will stop, breathe and then run again,
Into the darkness until it fades too.

To give redemption a shot,
Is to create a menace,
Working out something that you don’t want,
Working out something I won’t get.
Expectations would ruin us,
You will pity me,
Sure that would be a scar for life,
And I don’t need to live on empathy.
When you finally let go,
I will still follow you,
Until either you are lost in the mist,
Or I find a cliff.
And there will still be darkness,
This time I would search for the light,
A light that I had seen once,
A light that had faded long ago.

You ruined love for me,
For you, now I would ruin me,
Lust would be my hobby,
And you would hate me.

Cause I can bear your hatred,
More than I can bear a fake hope.

A hope that I would love you and you would love me,
And we would be an example for this world to see.
Every morning, I would wake up to live the day
with you, and every moment thereafter,
Live your every single sorrow,
And give all the possible laughter.
And every night when you sleep,
I would look at you by my side,
And for the same moments next day,
With you, I would bide.

The silence asks me,
Is it worth the wait..?
I answered away in silence...