Saturday, 10 October 2015

Azmat ka Jaam

Azmat ki khoj mein, ab bhi masroof hun,
Safar ka junoon barkarar hai.

Jazbaton ki bhaari bediyaan,
Sapne mere nahi baandhegi.

Moh ki maaya hogi, jo manzil dikh jaaye,
Abhi faasla hai, safar ne bataya hai.

Azmat aasaan nahi, abhi toh bahut hai imtehaan,
Abhi toh pair neele hain, cheele nahin.

Jo Azmat mil jaaye, wo azmat kya azmat,
Umr bhar ka sangharsh hai asli Azmat.

Azmat ek aadat hai, talib-e-ilm ka mazhab,
Azmat ka santosh seemit kare,
Wahin azmat ka josh aseem.

Azmat ka jaam abhi baaki hai...

Tuesday, 24 February 2015

-------BLANK-------

I just went through a marathon of exams. And one of the worst things that can happen in an exam is when you go BLANK. After hours and hours of studying, after scribbling and making notes, after reading with blood-red eyes, after sleepless nights, after those winter mornings where blankets seem like life’s purpose and at the end of such days and nights, you are not sure of what you have done but still you gather what’s left in you to give justice to your hard work and walk to the examination room, only to realise, that YES, you can go BLANK. But going blank is just a hanke. It’s a really clever way of diverting the blame, the blame for not being able to convert all your efforts into results.

However, I am diverting from the topic. Well, after this stream of thoughts, the word blank triggered the following blanks in my mind:
My first salary: ________
My first home: ________
My first job: ________
An accomplishment I want to cherish all my life: _______
Where am I going with the entire struggle and all my efforts in my career? : ___________
Will it be worth it? : ____________
Am I doing it right? : ___________

When you look at a blank; you want to figure out why there is a blank? For example, a reader might try to fill in the blanks in front of the above questions.

Blank generates curiosity. It is an interesting perception. It is not something negative. It is not harmful. In a way, it is an urge for something positive. It is driving force to complete.

Life is all about filling in these blanks. These blanks are equal to your needs and these blanks can be filled with people, money, peace, love, happiness, and so much more. Blank creates a void, a void that is required to be filled, it is a space, a space that demands attraction, it is an emptiness, an emptiness that exists but is, often, overlooked.

Blank People are not blank because they are unable to find a word to fill in. People are often blank because sometimes they are unable to find the most appropriate word to fill in.

Let me walk you through a blank verse,

You really want a blank,
You switch to a song,
Concentrate on the music,
And the mesmerising sound.

You close your eyes,
And you concentrate hard,
Feel you are isolated,
Walking on the boulevard.

All you can see is a blank,
A dark blank, with shades of light,
And then the phosphenes,
And the way they fight.

Your blank and the phosphenes,
They play each other as your music rolls,
Now put your head back and rest it,
Let your mind free, exercise no control.

Slowly these phosphenes, they come together,
And fill your blank with crazy little shapes as your thoughts feather.

And the music will unfold,
And the phosphenes will fill your blank,
Reflect your mind,
May be with a companion, pretty or slank.
Or a long beloved memory,
Or may be a picturesque scene,
May be an imaginary world,
Or a life-long dream.

Tuesday, 21 October 2014

Silence Asks...

The silence asks me,
There are two options,
Would you wait for redemption?
Or ruin with all the fallibility.

With fallibility, I will stay beside you,
Walk you through all possible imperfections,
Till I disgust you in your mind,
And you hate all our interactions.
That might satisfy me,
Cause I would know,
That there is not an iota of love,
For me you would show.
I will stop trying for us then,
I will stop trying for anyone,
I will stop, breathe and then run again,
Into the darkness until it fades too.

To give redemption a shot,
Is to create a menace,
Working out something that you don’t want,
Working out something I won’t get.
Expectations would ruin us,
You will pity me,
Sure that would be a scar for life,
And I don’t need to live on empathy.
When you finally let go,
I will still follow you,
Until either you are lost in the mist,
Or I find a cliff.
And there will still be darkness,
This time I would search for the light,
A light that I had seen once,
A light that had faded long ago.

You ruined love for me,
For you, now I would ruin me,
Lust would be my hobby,
And you would hate me.

Cause I can bear your hatred,
More than I can bear a fake hope.

A hope that I would love you and you would love me,
And we would be an example for this world to see.
Every morning, I would wake up to live the day
with you, and every moment thereafter,
Live your every single sorrow,
And give all the possible laughter.
And every night when you sleep,
I would look at you by my side,
And for the same moments next day,
With you, I would bide.

The silence asks me,
Is it worth the wait..?
I answered away in silence...

Monday, 22 September 2014

Dear God

Dear God, I am confused.

When I was young,
I always had lots of fun.

I was told, I had a say in everything,
And I could do what I wanted,
So amidst the grownups now,
Why do I feel so haunted?

Why did I have to grow up?
And bear the responsibilities of this world,
Why are the rules so suffocating?
Why is happiness so curled?

Why can't there be forgiveness,
Why are consequences there?
Why can't people be friendlier?
Why isn’t everything equal and fair?

This world where friendship is bait,
For a deeper selfish cause,
Where society harms its own people,
With cold and superstitious laws.

I miss my world with the tooth fairies,
Which said that Santa was real.
Where happy endings were constant,
Where existed your angels.

Why did you have to take that away from me?
Suddenly this world has become harsh,
It’s difficult, this transition,
I feel like I am trapped in a marsh.

I ask you, I shout,
For a branch that would pull me out,
Cause instead of drowning in my plight,
I would try and give it a fight.

Monday, 15 September 2014

I fear...

Toughness may just be my cover,
Cause I always feared the possibility of the worst.
And when it comes to you,
Optimism seems an illusion.

I fear that irrelevant people,
May affect the most relevant decisions of our lives.

I fear that hoax words of the air,
May suffocate us.

I fear that promises and priorities,
May drift us apart.

I fear that the moment of exult we wait for,
May become our deadlock.

I fear that you, the significant one,
May never be able to understand what you mean to me.

I fear that the fact,
The fact that you are incredible,
That one day, when people realise that,
I would become just an audience for you.

I fear that you had a better past,
You deserve a better future,
And I am just a link,
A sidekick to this amazing story,
Where, you are the protagonist,
And I am just another character.

I fear, I have always been in a complex,
I always did want to be a reacher,
The good part about being a reacher is,
The settler is the best thing that could happen to him,
But the worst part is,
It is not the other way round...

Wednesday, 3 September 2014

Romanch

Jeene ki chaahat hai,
Adhoore khwabon ki kashti ko kinara chahiye.

Lehar abhi shaant hai,
Mere iraadon ki khabar se pare hai.

Iss sanaate ki awaaz mein,
Ek sangeet hai, jashn ka.

Saaf neele aasmaan par,
Safed rang bikher diye kisi ne.

Itne aasaan azmat ki,
Naa aadat thi, naa aadat ho.

Shaam ne paigaam diya andhere ko,
Meri tamanna ke baare mein.

Tabhi shayaad hawaon ke rukh mein taazagi aa gayi,
Aandhiyon mein jaise jaan si aa gayi.

Jaise in kaale baadlon ke saaye mein,
Aasmaan ka rang aur gaadha ho gaya.

Abhi toh safar ka imtehaan chaalu hua hai,
Abhi toh zindagi mein romanch chalu hua hai...

Friday, 29 August 2014

Scientists!

Why do we remember Alexander Graham Bell, I don't remembering him inventing Bongs!